that purpose.

i think that people are in this continuous search to find their worth in others, then to find worth in themselves. if one isn’t sufficient they’ll put effort elsewhere. it’s pretty unfulfilling at the end of the day. we’re all little bodies walking around from here to there and it is sometimes easier to just deal with that. but who believes that settling for something is a way to live? everyone knows that passion is something worth working towards. what about having passion in purpose?

i lift my eyes to the hills, where my help is coming.

playlist

i can’t figure out why there’s two. at least there’s one.

just one catchy line is all.

I’ll listen to this song until it kills me: The House by Cool Hand Luke. LOVE it. Okay guys, whoever reads this: It is very important that you know I write this blog to organize my thoughts and hopefully to benefit who reads it. And this is my piece of organized thought for today:

Yes, you’re right: I don’t understand what your life is like. I haven’t been let down and disappointed as much as you have. But I have grown up – the pores on my face are getting larger and there are at least three states where I have called home. And I have learned what fear is. Fear is not good. Love is good. On a scale from Fear to Love I’m aiming for a 9 within 20 years.

song’s on repeat.

foggy morning

My heart’s not big enough to hold all of this love,
but you keep pouring out.

One of the most beautiful songs I have ever heard. Cool Hand Luke might actually be the first Christian band I ever really liked. Aside from Jars of Clay of course.

Sometimes I question my faith. Sometimes it’s because this world is pretty tempting. And when you begin to lose your foothold you start slipping and sin makes it look a whole lot harder than it is to reset your eyes on our loving God.

I am blown away by the faithfulness of God. I am blown away by His understanding of our situation. Because when I climb a mountain and look out for thousands of miles I tremble at His greatness but when I finally let go of the fear and insecurity I am feeling He is right there to catch me. And it’s too much love for me to contain.