what might have been lost, don’t bother me.
May 17, 2009
May 6, 2009
one song can’t have the same effect on you more than once. but it can remind you of the effect it had on you that one time in that one place when you were dealing with that one thing. and that can feel almost as good, but remember that it really isn’t as good as it was. feelings like those can’t be reproduced. that being said, it’s important to search for new ways and not dwell on the ways you’ve felt in the past.
April 1, 2009
March 24, 2009
muuuusiiiicccccc
Take your hands away from your face So I can see everything you are And everything you’ve been to me Something you don’t wanna be Something you don’t wanna be You, you’re like the sun And I am earth Together we’re one But someday your fire will die And I’ll grow cold without sunlight And I will die, baby And I will freeze
the most epic song ever. i really like moving mountains.
March 23, 2009
imaginary bullet points
today i learned that sometimes you don’t have to know where you are going. take these words lightly though because you might just end up at a walmart somewhere sketchy. (instructions: apply as metaphor to life)
also : eat at which wich. it’s probably one of the most unique and creative places i’ve eaten in a long time. not to mention in columbia.
Lord save me because tonight i thought to myself, “maybe God’s making me less shitty (keep in mind i didn’t actually say this i just thought it),” but that’s not the way to see it. God’s making me more beautiful.
i feel like maybe i should have made bullet points for this entry, but one last thing to leave you with: great music is what should make your heart beat faster and your hands tremble. that is all.
February 16, 2009
that purpose.
i think that people are in this continuous search to find their worth in others, then to find worth in themselves. if one isn’t sufficient they’ll put effort elsewhere. it’s pretty unfulfilling at the end of the day. we’re all little bodies walking around from here to there and it is sometimes easier to just deal with that. but who believes that settling for something is a way to live? everyone knows that passion is something worth working towards. what about having passion in purpose?
i lift my eyes to the hills, where my help is coming.
February 6, 2009
He is jealous for me // loves like a hurricane // i am a tree // bending beneath // the weight of his wind and mercy
February 4, 2009
February 3, 2009
it’s a new day
just OVERWHELM them with love. Christ does that for us on a daily basis and how awesome do you feel when you are encouraged? I want to just overwhelm them with so much love that they don’t even know what to do.
I really like this band.
And I have never known a new day quite like this one. Jesus is good. God is so good to me and I don’t deserve it. The end.
January 16, 2009
frost
it was 22 degrees outside when i got back and checked my dashboard after running this morning. i was ten steps out the door and it felt like i was running through an ice shield, and my face felt like it was gathering layers of ice on it as i kept running. the grass was actually crunchy and everything. the sidewalk was even slippery in parts.
we expected something, something better than before. we expected something more. we were always weird but i never had to hold you by the edges like i do now.
that is in washington state. my friend took this on the beach there in the middle of winter. i want to be there some day. until then i will be in south carolina studying stuff.
